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rarw. i am pissed
Thursday, August 21, 2008 / 3:51 AM

MAKING MY STAND!
this stupid website is soo annoying! dont get me started by saying
whyy!!!

Today...no THIS WHOLE ENTIRE WEEK was the most crappiest
week ever!!! Friday wont count cause i wont be in school,

I'm burned up because i have finally realised that farah and pris
never wait for me anymore outside my class before we hit the
canteen. OH SURE they wait for daymi but me? NO.
(they might as well live and breathe her)

So i did this for the past few days: if they didnt wait for me
(even if i was released a few mins later) i would'nt go with them
for recess. Lunch breaks counts as well. This thing happened
for 2 days.

Today they didnt wait, i went with samantha and she treated me
to a hasbrown cause i forgot to bring my sandwhich.THANKS
samantha XD, for lunch break,i stayed in class to eat my sandwhich.
Then emo with debbie and fooled around with aza :)

After school i went to the market with seri,daymi,farah and pris
(mygod thts long must do something about it) bought bubble tea and
just kept walking on till daymi's hause. By then something weird
happened to my throat, it was aching and burning like hell (literally)

Asked daymi if i could get a drink at her house, i hinted
that she would say no, guess what i was right :)

So i went off early, taking the bus by myslef, throat was still burning.
So i sms-ed denise and asked what should i do with a sore throat with
no water around. She suggested drinking my saliva and it helped
thanks denise ;D

In the bus i recalled farah saying why i was soo sad. Ugh! do they
expect me to be happy, smiling and outgoing all the time? They
themselves get annoyed when im outgoing.....annoying? YEAH i know!

Went home, drank water and rested a bit then went to use the com.

~ ~~~

a very dramatic life i have :)

i am thinking, i have always said that i cant hanlde my emotions properly.
Well now i am trying my best. Like for this blog for instance.
Never had i posted about what really happend and how i reallly felt.

But now im not afriad. im not going to care whoever reads this. I'm not
gonna mind what i write and just type what i feel. And most of all i'm not
going to be scared of what im expressing here!

This is MY life and i have the very right to write what
really happens to me and how i really felt!!!

THIS GIRL IS FINALLY MAKING HER STAND!!!
(rarrw)



If you ever lost someone you truly love
Let me hear you say yeah.