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Gooooood morning people ;D
i hope all of you didnt wake up at the wrong side of the bed this
morning. I didnt (grins), but then i came upon sam's blog.

D:

Sam...now you know (that i dont actually enjoy GB,)
but you know i just stayed on cos i was friggin worried later
you'll be upset that i quit. So i just stayed on T.T
(actually i was OK with it,but not enjoyin it)
i swear i am telling the truth. I'm not lying.

But you have to understand, yeah i know i sounded mean in the
post but seriously T.T those dates i wrote down ARE gonna happen
so i am getting worried and all mad because theres soo much
dates COMMING SOON. And other like some people who are free
i wont be that free in this month and december, like the YFC practice
i told you about, and tuition evrey two days in one week and my 15
remaining art classes *faints* so im just saying and making something
clear. Let me just sumarise my camp post to clear this up:

(takes a deep breath)
I have a lot more activities and important events comming up and
i am not that free. And i am mad/upset/???/ because some of my other
dates will clash with GB. And BOTH the GB event and my other date
are important T.T so i am mad. I may go for one event but i cant go for
the other one. So i am JUST mad cos i MAY not go for the others dates
cos of GB, cos the dates will clash.

So there you have it, mostly a summary of my post about the camp.
I know i sound very mean (to people who enjoy GB) but i cant take
it anymore, i mean yeah i do sometimes find GB ok but i dont enjoy
it like you and the others do. We're not the same, to top it off i am
like sad in GB (though i dont show it cos i paste a smile at my face)
cos i dont have close cliches like you and celestine like that.
(also cos daymi quit) and you cant enjoy something when your not happy.

:(

Pls understand, ok? Now you know, im not that happy in GB
AND i actually wanted to quit months ago (but didnt, even though i could)
AND you also know how strong my writting skills are, and how i can get
carried away when i am angry/sad/happy/ (lol) its true i was abit carried
away.

Soo pls sam, when u read this post understand what i typed and dont
focus on the negative parts (like what u did on my post -.-) lol

After the end of my mad and crazy post i wrote this, (did you notice?)
i typed:
I know im being mean to GB and all and i sound like a spoilt brat
but: i just want a break from GB isnt that too hard to ask?!

and to add on from my typing hand....
i just think that i've had enough of GB i mean i want a break T.T
isnt that too hard to ask? Next year we;ll see each other again
anyways and i mean couldnt we just do those dates next year?

I'm a different person, and very agressive in my typing/writting
sometimes, but seriously i had enough. I'm done faking and pretending
that evreything is ok and nothing can make me mad and im always
happy. Well im not, im starting to get agressive and showing out my
feelings and thoughts but by bit , so look out people and get used to
it.
...

(smiles innocently) lol XD

Gooooood morning people ;D
i hope all of you didnt wake up at the wrong side of the bed this
morning. I didnt (grins), but then i came upon sam's blog.

D:

Sam...now you know (that i dont actually enjoy GB,)
but you know i just stayed on cos i was friggin worried later
you'll be upset that i quit. So i just stayed on T.T
(actually i was OK with it,but not enjoyin it)
i swear i am telling the truth. I'm not lying.

But you have to understand, yeah i know i sounded mean in the
post but seriously T.T those dates i wrote down ARE gonna happen
so i am getting worried and all mad because theres soo much
dates COMMING SOON. And other like some people who are free
i wont be that free in this month and december, like the YFC practice
i told you about, and tuition evrey two days in one week and my 15
remaining art classes *faints* so im just saying and making something
clear. Let me just sumarise my camp post to clear this up:

(takes a deep breath)
I have a lot more activities and important events comming up and
i am not that free. And i am mad/upset/???/ because some of my other
dates will clash with GB. And BOTH the GB event and my other date
are important T.T so i am mad. I may go for one event but i cant go for
the other one. So i am JUST mad cos i MAY not go for the others dates
cos of GB, cos the dates will clash.

So there you have it, mostly a summary of my post about the camp.
I know i sound very mean (to people who enjoy GB) but i cant take
it anymore, i mean yeah i do sometimes find GB ok but i dont enjoy
it like you and the others do. We're not the same, to top it off i am
like sad in GB (though i dont show it cos i paste a smile at my face)
cos i dont have close cliches like you and celestine like that.
(also cos daymi quit) and you cant enjoy something when your not happy.

:(

Pls understand, ok? Now you know, im not that happy in GB
AND i actually wanted to quit months ago (but didnt, even though i could)
AND you also know how strong my writting skills are, and how i can get
carried away when i am angry/sad/happy/ (lol) its true i was abit carried
away.

Soo pls sam, when u read this post understand what i typed and dont
focus on the negative parts (like what u did on my post -.-) lol

After the end of my mad and crazy post i wrote this, (did you notice?)
i typed:
I know im being mean to GB and all and i sound like a spoilt brat
but: i just want a break from GB isnt that too hard to ask?!

and to add on from my typing hand....
i just think that i've had enough of GB i mean i want a break T.T
isnt that too hard to ask? Next year we;ll see each other again
anyways and i mean couldnt we just do those dates next year?

I'm a different person, and very agressive in my typing/writting
sometimes, but seriously i had enough. I'm done faking and pretending
that evreything is ok and nothing can make me mad and im always
happy. Well im not, im starting to get agressive and showing out my
feelings and thoughts but by bit , so look out people and get used to
it.
...

(smiles innocently) lol XD