i am not happy. >:(
Friday, December 19, 2008 / 7:22 AM ♥
i think my life needs a do-over... anyways you got the tittle, today sucked like lemons. hate my life T.T maybe i really wasnt meant to be here. Not that i hate it and should be killed in the most uncivilised manner like in my most hated movie of all time SAW. i HATE that show. it sucks big time. rarw. i'm in a snigly mood today, planned to go out with daymi and her aussie pal Syaz but parental units grounded me for going out to much. Yeah i have been actually but what burns me up is the fact is they keep comparing me too people =.= might as well chuck me away or clone a double of that person and BAM! Evreyone is happy. Oh! except me of course. Dont get me wrong but i love my parents and their the the best. but i seriously hate how they judge/scold/crticise me. I'm so fed up of being compared to. My mom loves doing that! Must be her hobby, she's been doing it since i was young....now dad has probably picked up her dirty habit. Ok im being mean its not dirty.... lol. but its mean! They buy me a laptop but keep saying i dont appreciate it (which i really do! ><) Isnt that just mean?! UGH. I adore my laptop, lots of privacy now. But seriosuly back to the agenda they can be soo harsh with their words they dont know their hurting me. ESPECIALLY my mom. There was once she exploded cos i topped up my card for the bus (which she told me to) but then she said i should have used the money for the mrt fare instead. Then she got all mad and gave me the look i presume meant "why are you soo stupid?". HELLO! i was following orders! Isnt that what good teens do to their parents? Follow instructions? Sighs.the unfair-ness of it all. So yeah it seems my life pretty much sucks right now. Go figure i already figured that out months ago ;D Well no more outings till next year. what to do? what to do? 1# rot in my bed. 2# eat comfort food and gain 10000000000 pounds. 3# rot in my bed. ohhhh the possibilities are endless i'm sure. But hey, its a great way to save money that way i could save up till next year and im gonna be rich again! Lol ok not exactly rich. I still have to get some money for samantha's book fine though. Damn me, i feel like a idiot. I lost her library book at the NP toilet =.= ugh. Whoever stole it i hope your happy. Or maybe some kind-hearted soul found it a returned it to the library. Lol. Sigh we'll see :( today was not a good day. I WANT CHUROS. lol thats enough for one night :( :( :( :( :( |
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