Tell me if time should make a change
Then why do I feel the same?
2nd june 2009
Tuesday, June 2, 2009 / 8:35 AM ♥
i am officially 15. thank you for all the nice wishes evreyone :D my birthday had its bittersweet moments. i should have just stayed home to rest and have a nicequiet dinner out with the family, instead i cried, got pushedover by some random retard and almost got hit by a car -.-
i mean its not their fault for wanting to go for the party, but in truth, it wasnt my cup of tea :( i just wanted to go out and window shop with my friends, i said yes because i thought "hey if their happy with it, then i'll be too". if it just meant going out with them it would be fine. but it wasnt. but i dont complain, i didnt want to ruin it for them. sigh.they mean well. they just didnt realize...
dinner with the family after at Great Captorn Hotel, ate alot but kept puking out some food.i was really sick. but still it was good, after that i was given a small cute cake (free with 1 candle) and blew it out with a simple wish. And you know? that was when irealized, that evreything was just perfect. simple but perfect. it also made me realize that i could have fun, by simply just going out with friends and family. no extravagance needed, i already have what i want.
thank you God, and evreyone for today (: may He be praised.
yeap thats me. the rest is for you to figure out.
i'm done with trying to explain myself.
2nd june 2009
Tuesday, June 2, 2009 / 8:35 AM ♥
i am officially 15. thank you for all the nice wishes evreyone :D my birthday had its bittersweet moments. i should have just stayed home to rest and have a nicequiet dinner out with the family, instead i cried, got pushedover by some random retard and almost got hit by a car -.-
i mean its not their fault for wanting to go for the party, but in truth, it wasnt my cup of tea :( i just wanted to go out and window shop with my friends, i said yes because i thought "hey if their happy with it, then i'll be too". if it just meant going out with them it would be fine. but it wasnt. but i dont complain, i didnt want to ruin it for them. sigh.they mean well. they just didnt realize...
dinner with the family after at Great Captorn Hotel, ate alot but kept puking out some food.i was really sick. but still it was good, after that i was given a small cute cake (free with 1 candle) and blew it out with a simple wish. And you know? that was when irealized, that evreything was just perfect. simple but perfect. it also made me realize that i could have fun, by simply just going out with friends and family. no extravagance needed, i already have what i want.
thank you God, and evreyone for today (: may He be praised.