have you seen my 'mad-side' as in: extreme na talaga?

consider yourself one of the lucky few. i dont express it on a daily basis, and i hate having to let it out. its such a tiring job dont you agree? but once people hit a nerve, oh yes you better watch out, i wont come straight to your face and scream (sorry i have this thing called dignity?) i have my own way of fending myself off. and i detest screaming :-/

so yes, alot of people have come close to hitting the nerve, i choose though to keep it all in. Some things in life are'nt worth fighting for, thats my stanza. My class is not worth fighting for.

do you know...each day before assembly i follow my friends to their class, when the bell rings and its time for people to go back to their own classes, my heart literally sinks. I hate my cursed class. Its clique-ish, it has no idea what teamwork means, and half the batch doesnt give a damn about anyone else, its every man for himself in this class oh yes. And im not being racist but 99.9 percent of the class in chinese, chinese as in those from china, those who are rich, those who dont give a damn but themselves in the class, those who cant care less if our class is late, those who cant care less if our class always falls behind. Im not a racist to ask this but, what the hell are you doing here anyway?

and oh it doesnt end there, theres a funny side to this. you like jokes right? the funny part is...i am the class chairman, of these godforsaken class. the freakin' class chairman. Now go laugh, im small (weak as you call it) and no one in the right mind would listen to such a person like me. And oh heres another funny part! I didnt choose for this position, I was elected for this! ISNT THAT JUST THE FUNNIEST THING. Of course i wasnt chosen due to popularity, of course i wasnt chosen because i have the 'strength, leadsership and whatnot' i know i dont have any of that.

what do they think of me, stupid? i know they picked me, because i am weak to them, there isnt a single person in the class who they'll listen to. Im small, no sense of leadership and cannot lead, they are very well of that and use it to their own advantage.

• "oh i'll just take the class key from you and go up..."
• "what can she do? i'll just make as much noise as i want"
• "who is she to boss me around? she's soo small"
• "She'll agree to anything"
• "She cant voice out her opinion, lets just decide by ourselves"

they overpower me,

their lack of unity drives me up the wall. these people are really funny, nobody at all listens to what i have to say, and when i do, theres always someone to back it up. So what do i hold, just the keys? no wait i dont even hold the keys, half the class takes the key from me so i dont hold them. The title? yes, thats just about the only thing i hold the title : CLASS CHAIRMAN. the rest holds the keys, power to decide and voice of opinion.

im just the person with the title.

have you seen my 'mad-side' as in: extreme na talaga?

consider yourself one of the lucky few. i dont express it on a daily basis, and i hate having to let it out. its such a tiring job dont you agree? but once people hit a nerve, oh yes you better watch out, i wont come straight to your face and scream (sorry i have this thing called dignity?) i have my own way of fending myself off. and i detest screaming :-/

so yes, alot of people have come close to hitting the nerve, i choose though to keep it all in. Some things in life are'nt worth fighting for, thats my stanza. My class is not worth fighting for.

do you know...each day before assembly i follow my friends to their class, when the bell rings and its time for people to go back to their own classes, my heart literally sinks. I hate my cursed class. Its clique-ish, it has no idea what teamwork means, and half the batch doesnt give a damn about anyone else, its every man for himself in this class oh yes. And im not being racist but 99.9 percent of the class in chinese, chinese as in those from china, those who are rich, those who dont give a damn but themselves in the class, those who cant care less if our class is late, those who cant care less if our class always falls behind. Im not a racist to ask this but, what the hell are you doing here anyway?

and oh it doesnt end there, theres a funny side to this. you like jokes right? the funny part is...i am the class chairman, of these godforsaken class. the freakin' class chairman. Now go laugh, im small (weak as you call it) and no one in the right mind would listen to such a person like me. And oh heres another funny part! I didnt choose for this position, I was elected for this! ISNT THAT JUST THE FUNNIEST THING. Of course i wasnt chosen due to popularity, of course i wasnt chosen because i have the 'strength, leadsership and whatnot' i know i dont have any of that.

what do they think of me, stupid? i know they picked me, because i am weak to them, there isnt a single person in the class who they'll listen to. Im small, no sense of leadership and cannot lead, they are very well of that and use it to their own advantage.

• "oh i'll just take the class key from you and go up..."
• "what can she do? i'll just make as much noise as i want"
• "who is she to boss me around? she's soo small"
• "She'll agree to anything"
• "She cant voice out her opinion, lets just decide by ourselves"

they overpower me,

their lack of unity drives me up the wall. these people are really funny, nobody at all listens to what i have to say, and when i do, theres always someone to back it up. So what do i hold, just the keys? no wait i dont even hold the keys, half the class takes the key from me so i dont hold them. The title? yes, thats just about the only thing i hold the title : CLASS CHAIRMAN. the rest holds the keys, power to decide and voice of opinion.

im just the person with the title.