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i was going to delete my entry about my class.

but...you know what? i wont. this is me speaking out. like the qoute,

im not going to be afraid by whatever she does,

no matter if she posts whatever i type in her blog to showcase

to the entire world. (thats what she's known for anyway.)

so heres the deal, who ever (except her)

still some people in there who tries their best, and

of course i can see that. No one is perfect.

i am just not that strong enough to handle

all the drama, i mean come on, everyone knows im weak

and i dont have the heart to scold people

(unless they go too far of course).

i am also sorry for the racism remark i wrote

(though she has no right either, for she should know what she called them last year)

actually, i guess i went too far on that note. and again im sorry.

they are just like me actually, a foreighner, usually looked

down upon. and sometimes i see them trying their best.

i wont give up on this class, i wont give up either voicing

out my opinion when theres a need too.

but on monday, i am going to make a big decision.

and it will take alot of pondering over.

i pray it will be for the best.

i was going to delete my entry about my class.

but...you know what? i wont. this is me speaking out. like the qoute,

im not going to be afraid by whatever she does,

no matter if she posts whatever i type in her blog to showcase

to the entire world. (thats what she's known for anyway.)

so heres the deal, who ever (except her)

still some people in there who tries their best, and

of course i can see that. No one is perfect.

i am just not that strong enough to handle

all the drama, i mean come on, everyone knows im weak

and i dont have the heart to scold people

(unless they go too far of course).

i am also sorry for the racism remark i wrote

(though she has no right either, for she should know what she called them last year)

actually, i guess i went too far on that note. and again im sorry.

they are just like me actually, a foreighner, usually looked

down upon. and sometimes i see them trying their best.

i wont give up on this class, i wont give up either voicing

out my opinion when theres a need too.

but on monday, i am going to make a big decision.

and it will take alot of pondering over.

i pray it will be for the best.